Help my Unbelief
On the cusps of giving up. I feel my light dwindling even more. Wanting to continue and fight but the fire is slowly dying. What do you do when you feel yourself losing faith? I’ve never been in this place before. I’ve never been in a place where my faith wavered so much. I was always the one to believe in someone else even when they didn’t believe in themselves. I would be sure to encourage and motivate them until they began to believe it for themselves. There are a few success stories behind this. I have people all the time tell me that it was because of me that they didn’t give up. And my response to them is no it was because you chose to believe in yourself. But the biggest question is WHY CANT I DO THAT FOR MYSELF NOW?! I am tired of disappointments. I’ve had so many that I’m even scared to believe in the possibilities of achievement. I used to always market myself as an optimist. Believing even when the conditions weren’t looking favorable I still believed. Now,...