Unseen Loneliness

I have found that many are trying to curb the pain of loneliness. I know how that feels. To want someone around to share your inner most being with. But no one really talks about the loneliness one feels while being surrounded around others. What’s even worse than feeling lonely while being surrounded around others? The loneliness you feel when you don’t feel seen by the one you feel the closest to. 

It’s human nature to want to be acknowledged. Hell, even a dog wants to be acknowledged. However, the type of acknowledgment I am speaking of is not the superficial acknowledgment that one receives when they accomplish something. I am simply referring to the soul recognizing another soul. The pain of being in love with someone who refuses to see you. And because you want desperately to be acknowledged from soul to soul you remain in a space that’s painful to your spirit. You crave to hear the words uttered “I SEE you.” I get it because I was there. I am there. Your heart cries out for their eyes to venture past the outer to experience the inner soul, your spirit. My spirit wants desperately to be seen. To see who I truly am. The person I am beyond the outer interference and influence of the world. The “ME” who is grounded and connected to the earth, the universe, the source. That’s what you desperately want to share with someone. To be NAKED and not feel shame. Not naked in the physical but in the spiritual. A lot of people want to see you naked but not many want to see you soulfully NAKED. But you cant expect to stay with someone who has shown you that they refuse to connect with you in that way!

How much longer should you stay in an environment in which you are prohibited from growing? Right now it may seem hard to move forward because you have been in a situation in which it is not spiritually and emotionally healthy because it’s been so long. BUT you MUST! Toxicity can become comfortable because our brains adapt and we adjust. At times you feel numb like you’re paralyzed. What’s beyond this crippling experience? It’s hard to see because of the storm of emotional confusion. BUT it is imperative that you leave a space where you feel smothered. If not you’ll die. I’m not speaking of a physical death but a spiritual death. Have you ever heard of the “Walking Dead?” You’ll be smiling with no joy behind the smile. You’ll laugh but there wont be a flutter in your heart. Why? Because you chose to remain in an environment where your light was constantly dimmed. TRUST ME! I have been there. Do you not want to feel the feeling of flying again? You must trust your inner strength and spread your wings to finally take flight! Look yourself in the mirror. Stare into your soul, put your hand over your chest and feel your heart beat, you are ALIVE. You deserve to experience all the joys this earthly realm has gifted you with. The present is a PRESENT, a gift. Don’t remain in an environment that doesn’t allow you to grow but only bring you pain. You deserve happiness and to reach your full potential! Namaste🙏